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Shine On, Sturgeon General

It’s both lovely and melancholy this time of year, isn’t it? After a summer of heavy and hard eclipses and retrogrades, this weekend’s full moon is bringing it all back home. Known as the sturgeon or green corn moon, this lunar release is all about sweet harvests—about the spoonful of sugar served with celestial bitter medicine. This weekend, try cooking rather than eating out; try simply feasting from the garden. Most importantly, try expressing gratitude for the sharpest thorns in your side, not to dissociate but to connect with the love and support you’ve experienced as you’ve suffered. I’m running a Ruby Intuition readings special to make it easy for us to harvest this end-of-season, high-soul energy together. Get in touch for details.

96 Tears for Aretha Franklin

As I sent light to Aretha Franklin in this morning’s meditation practice, my phone randomly began playing her cover of “My Way”; a second later her death hit the wires. I chalk that synchronicity up to Aretha’s magic, not mine, because she was the most powerful musical conveyer belt of our time and always always sang everything, and I do mean everything, the best. She wrote and performed amazing songs, and she improved on everyone else’s by giving them the most soulful, the most heartfelt, and the most empowering interpretations. Hell, even Otis admitted her take on “Respect” eclipsed his, though he recorded it first. Whether she was producing, performing, or stepping up with sisters like Angela Davis, Aretha always did do everything “her way”– probably even decided when it was her time to go. But I will sit shivah this week anyway. Formal mourning is required when someone in your family passes over, and though I never met her in person, readers of this blog are well aware that Aretha Franklin raised me through her shining example and songs. I’m crying as I type this, and “96 Tears” doesn’t begin to cover how many more I will shed. I love you forever, mama.

Say a Little Prayer

Praying for Aretha, who reportedly is gravely ill. I have loved her since I was a toddler, named my family cat after her when I was only 2, listened to her albums on autorepeat all through my childhood, adolescence, womanhood too. Her music has made me feel strong and seen through every heartbreak since I was a tween, has given me a soundtrack for every hard-won victory. She’s the queen and knows it because royalty always knows its worth. If it’s her time, I send light and love for her passage. But selfishly, so selfishly, I wish this woman to stay on the planet as long as I’m here. Through her unblinking glamour, her everything-and-the-kitchen-sink musicality, she’s guided me more than anyone else ever could.

"All, everything I understand, I understand only because I love."
― Leo Tolstoy